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16 September 2015

Wednesday, September 16, 2015


My close friends would know that I love to throwback, so this special day is no exception. Looking back on the past 25 years of my life:

1. My parents really love me, It finally sink it. It's not that I don't think they love me before, I know they love me, but not as much as what I've come to realise. They love me unconditionally. I am their precious first born, a place that even my siblings would be jealous at. :) A lot of my friends recently become new parents. Watching how their life changes after having kid is amazing. The love they had for their child, I don't think I've seen it before. To be honest, I don't think they had it in them. I mean, Nad used to be awkward with kids but look at Sarah being so clingy to her now! Proud of you baby girl.

2. MRSM time is really a bittersweet memory to me because although I love the memories I made there, I don't think I like what it's done to my relationship with my family. I was a hard teenager to raise. Although it's in the past, I still can't quite forgive myself for the things I did those days. I always thought that maybe, if maybe I didn't insist on going, maybe I won't be as bad. Maybe I won't be as grumpy. Maybe. But judging from how the girls behave in the school near our house, sometimes I think I might have become worst if I go there. So now it's really an option whether I would settle for something bad or worse? -________- and if I don't go I would not have met my beautiful girlfriends and what are life without them? (terharu tak?) See that's why it's bittersweet.

3. I realise, people come and go very easily. I don't remember which episode, but Ted once narated in "How I Met Your Mother" that if you want people to stick, you got to make effort to keep in touch. If not, they'll just be someone that you once close with. T-T

So, Happy birthday to me. A year older and hopefully, wiser. :)

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