Hi. it's 3.30 in the morning and I still can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes, new business light bulb moment came. I think it is true that people do get more creative as the night deepen.
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I fail my SPA test. and I am sad. depressed by it. It's not that I want it. It's just, it'll be nice, you know, to have an option. to fail means no option. No option means no escape plan. :'(
Furthermore, being rejected, repeatedly, is something that I am still not used to. *sigh*
I guess after being 'average' for so long, I forget what it feels like to excel in something. To be the top of something. to be accepted at everything. oh I miss high school. :'(
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If you have been diligently following my blog, you'll realise, I do soul searching a lot. because I still can't find the reason to why I exist. the answer to,
"What good things will come from my existence, in this world? What will I change?"so far, I did nothing. :'(
(Sorry it's emo and depressing. It's coming from a girl who is still awake at 4 am in the morning!)
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