Assalamualaikum
We all work hard..we try to be the best version of ourselves at work. We do our work with great quality and meet all the deadlines..we pleased our bosses...we give our all..we helped in boasting company's profit..
all for what?
Praises from our bosses? Recognition certificate? good bonuses?
yes, it's that time again...by now, I am very certain that until I find the answer, I will not stop searching for one..the question that I always ask myself,
"Why do I exist?"
Me, being here, what difference does it make? Did I change anything? Did I make any impact? Will the world even miss me if I am gone? What have I done to affect things around me?
Time like this, I miss high school. I think I did well in making a print on my tiny little world. For example, since I love creative people and I hope we have more of them in this world and since I myself is very bad at it, I asked people around me to do it for me. :)
What I received during my birthdays
This is a task I gave to all form 1 students as part of their orientation program...to make them aware of the existence of us PRS (Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya), they need to collect stickers from us..and well, what's the fun in giving them for free right? :D
and this is what I got after giving them such tiring homework...though I think they copy paste from each other but whateves..I choose to believe that this is sincere... :) it's so worth it! no I did not feel good solely because of the compliments, I receive them from my bosses too..it's more on the effect my little effort have on them...I inspire people! which is something I don't do at all nowadays.
It is really really sad knowing that even if I do my job well, nothing will change..Even if I present my Statement of Financial Position and Profit or Loss Statement perfectly, no other life will be touched by that.
At the end of the day, I am just a skilled worker.
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